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Hello - i am KG iNK - i am 1 person - i recorded edited produced - played all instruments on this website - or used, manipulated - put this all together - as some of my recordings. It's just what it is - i've called it a ‘musical diary’ in the past. I don't have a band & never did much touring, or met other individuals for a band. But that isn't going to stop me from recording, experimenting with audio and my ideas. I love live music and bands - but this is my own thing. I don't read music much nor write anything down, even in my tracks, my recordings are my own - starting from cassette 4tracks in the 1990s to zip discs, digital tape, to cake walk on an ibm to a modern day band garage. I have been obsessed with music, instruments & recording, technology, audio - since childhood. i'd just like to add my own unique compositions to the choir that inspires me daily. 

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Mother should i build the wall

Today my mother passed away.

It is difficult to express my mixed feelings. 

While of course i love my parents - still i don't always like or agree with them. I fought with her a great deal growing up and she rarely called or sent anything to her grand kids. 

She liked white people and Jesus - that's about it. 

She was a mystery to me most of my life also very argumentative. It sucks that I have to feel this way. Everyone talks about their mother’s love - devotion - yes I thank you for caring for me as a child and teenager but that was a hard road for all. I don’t totally blame you. It goes back to childhood. 

Religion cannot mend a mind doesn’t work right. With so little confidence in one’s self - it is difficult to find it in others. I wish you would’ve found a place where your creative talents could have paid off and shown your abilities - that also paid your bills. But unfortunately once you left your husband and family for greener pastures they turned into the same ruts. 

I wish you could’ve gotten the help - mentally - you deserved and felt accomplished through being a wife and mother but you were consumed only with all you didn’t have while oblivious to all the riches in your family and faith. 

We let you do it your way. We knew it wouldn’t last long but we hoped for you most of all - what we hope for all people - that they learn and grow to their own improvements. Nothing is more powerful than a person that can change and earn their value through their own hard work and inner fortitude.

If you would’ve found fulfillment, satisfaction - honor, glory - I would’ve been the happiest and proudest but this world is kind to no one. I have good memories and will concentrate on those.